I’m at that very awkward stage in my life, where I’m practically living with my boyfriend, and we make decisions together about almost everything. But, I still don’t have that “wifey” connection with him in which my opinion sticks even if he disagrees. We haven’t quite gotten there yet. And that’s of course fine. I mean, we aren’t married so why act like it? But I still find myself having troubles sharing him with his friends. Yes, I am being that clingy girlfriend that doesn’t like sharing. However, I’d like to think I’m a lot more tolerant than most other girls. You know, the girls that the boyfriend’s friends talk about, calling him “whipped” and so forth. Yeah, those girls. I’d like to think I’m not that bad. Hopefully I’m not that bad. 

I don’t know. I spent all day trying to keep myself busy while he was at work. Trying to keep from dying of boredom. Not to mention, I’ve felt a little lonely all day. And as soon as he gets off, it’s 10:00 pm., and he wants to go with a friend. I wouldn’t have cared if he went to see his friend, if only he got off earlier… Like at 5:00 or 6:00, even 7:00… Just so I could actually see him. And talk to him. Before I went to sleep. 

Alas, he’ll be home way after I’ve already fallen asleep… I guess this is the price I pay for putting myself in a position such as this one, in the first place. Anyways, that’s my little spiel. Just needed a little venting to cleanse the mind. 

Till next time.